'Cause all of me, Loves all of you This weekend I have come to learn God talks through different ways.
Back then in the old testament, They had Angels appear to them, and God met with people, and actually vocally talked. Today things are different. People get words from God, or Some people actually hear something, and some get words from other people from God, and like me, God puts songs in your head to talk to you. We were on our leadership retreat, and we were doing this cool thing were each room was something different, and you did different stuff. I am being really general, so just bare with me. There was one room that was called, "Listen", and that room was about just being in God's presence and listening to what he has to say. So I am laying on this bed for a good like 15 minutes, and there was like two other people in there. I was getting so frustrated cause my mind was going crazy! I couldn't stop thinking and I just wanted to listen intently to Gods voice. This song that Is quoted is what kept playing in my head, JUST those parts. and I couldn't get it out of my head. I rebuked the song because it was distracting me and I was trying to listen to God. Everyone evacuated the room except for my old coach Megan. I went and rested my head on her lap and cried. I was so frustrated, I couldn't hear God. My mind had too much on it, and even worse, this stupid song kept playing in my head! It wouldn't stop! Then in the midst of my frustration, I came to realize, that song was what God was saying to me. That morning I was having AWFUL anxiety about my appearance. It was awful. But once I realized that was what God was trying to tell me, I cried even harder because that was so sweet of Him to say. and I also felt SO stupid. I looked up at Megan and the first thing I said was, "I'm deaf." I was so deaf, God was putting sweet words in my ears, and I didn't realize it. Crazy huh? I realize all the times that I ask for God to speak, and I get frustrated cause I can't hear Him, I am not listening close enough. This makes so much sense that he would play songs in my head to get my attention cause the random est songs come in my mind and they all have such weird stuff! I realize now why that song kept playing in my head. That was God. He connects with us on such a personal level it is crazy! I love music, and for Him to play songs in my head as a way of talking to me is so incredibly awesome! Listen, be quite. and Listen to God's beautiful voice.
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